This homily is based on John 6:1-15.
What a nightmare scenario: Five loaves, two fish–and five thousand hungry people! But trust the Lord to turn every event organizer’s worst nightmare into an unforgettable affair!
What struck me most this time around, however, was not what happens during the miracle, but after it: As the people sit on the grass after feasting on the miraculous banquet, Jesus tells his disciples to gather the fragments. Hearing him, they probably once again only shake their heads in bewilderment, but just the same they do it as usual anyway. And to their astonishment, the leftover food fills twelve wicker of baskets.
Now I have no idea exactly how much that is, but it sounds like a lot. Once again Jesus outdoes himself. Not content with feeding the five thousand, he sends them home carrying doggy bags too.
But when you think about it, isn’t that typical of the Lord? Hasn’t he always been notorious for being extravagant? The only problem is, the Lord is quite quiet about it. Every single day of our lives he performs miracles, both great and small. Too often his miracles are far too subtle for us to notice. Sometimes we do take notice–a fervent prayer finally granted, a healing from pain, a dramatic rescue from a crisis, or an unexpectedly happy turn of events. And when we do, we say, “Thank you!” but like a guest rushing to go to another appointment, we “eat and run.”
Every moment of our lives, the Lord feeds us with bread, with breath! But what do we do? We eat and run.
Today the Lord says to us: Don’t eat and run. Gather the fragments. Linger after the miracles. Don’t rush away. Savor the memory of blessings past. There are still far too many leftover graces that we can keep in storage–crumbs from past miracles can still fill us for days! And every crumb is precious.
May we slow down and pause and gather every crumb of God’s graces.